Euphoria

Smoke kisses my lips just like you used to

I get high to numb the pain

The sorrow drives me insane

I smoke to blow away my agony

A fleeting escape from my reality

Trapped in this twisted fantasy 

Bound by grief and tragedy

Achieving happiness does not come cheap

Sadness buries me in the deep

Ignorance is bliss

All the red flags I dismissed 

Nothing hurts me more than this 

Smoking to help me numb

All the pain that you have done 

Because you played me like a drum 

You make me high and intoxicated

Drunk in love i’m feeling faded

Now I always wonder what I was addicted to more 

Smoking or you?