Deborah . Deborah .

Prison Break

You don’t own me, I’m breaking free.

Your chains can’t hold what’s left of me.

I don’t want to be your victim anymore,

I begged for mercy, you chose to ignore,

So I won’t be silent not anymore.

You locked me in shadows with no escape,

A prisoner of your twisted fate.

But love isn’t chains or secret threats,

Or drowning in pain and silent regrets.

You covered your abuse with fragile care,

But real love isn’t controlled by fear.

Your twisted love I now despise,                              

Don’ trap me in your web of lies.

The urge to flee takes hold of me,

Longing for my soul to be free.

I’ve tasted fire and swallowed rage,

And now I break through every cage.

I find the strength I held within.                               

I’m done letting the darkness win.

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Deborah . Deborah .

Best Thing I Never Had

Have you ever wondered what if the thing you wanted so bad

Turned out to be the best thing that you never had?

What if that minor setback was to prepare your heart for a major comeback ?

What if that painful situation was to move you out of being stuck in stagnation?

What if failure happened to be the perfect preparation for a future  you just couldn't see ?

What if that dreadful storm is a mercy in disguise to make you reform ?

What if life’s most powerful lessons often emerge from the hardships we face?

We are like seeds rooted in the dirt learning how to embrace the dark as a sacred space

Because failure is not a loss—it’s a gain. You fall, you grow, you rise again.

Just like the flowers that need the rain.



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Deborah . Deborah .

Metamorphosis


Throw dirt on me I’ll grow like a flower 

Alone I am weak but in God I have power

Like a caterpillar becomes a butterfly 

I’ll spread my wings and learn to fly

No longer bound I reach the sky

Through storms and shadows I still stand tall

 Each tear a lesson I rise from the fall

The days of darkness might be painful and long

But when I fall down God is still strong

God’s timing is never wrong 

With every sunrise there’s new strength I find

  My heart renewed my soul refined

 No longer afraid of what’s unknown

 In God’s love I’ve truly grown




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Deborah . Deborah .

Lost


Shadows cling like chains of rust

Beneath the surface of broken trust

The scars run deep and the night is long

Lost in darkness I don't belong

I crawl through ashes cold and bare

With every breath a silent prayer

The weight of pain a crushing storm

Yet in this dark I am reborn

With no hope that wounds will heal

Just fading love I barely feel

 Still, I rise though worn and torn

 A rising bloom from soil that’s scorned


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Deborah . Deborah .

Burning Blue

Hell hath no fury like a women scorned

What once bloomed with flowers

Now bleeds with thorns

I tried to forgive and tried to forget 

But my heart It still carries regret

My pain It hasn't faded yet

It lives in ruins of my trust

Where hope has died and turned to dust

My wounds they still bleed beneath my skin

From all the chaos you dragged in

Lost accountability was never found

The weight of betrayal has kept me bound

In this prison, I feel confined

Forgiveness became the knife in my spine

You buried the truth in layers of lies,

Each pardon I give a piece of me dies.

I am a sinner with many mistakes

Still I would never cause such heartbreaks.

My forgiveness never set me free,

It trapped my soul and dismantled me.

Now I’m burning bridges built on pain 

Cutting all ties that still remain.

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