Best Thing I Never Had
Have you ever wondered what if the thing you wanted so bad
Turned out to be the best thing that you never had?
What if that minor setback was to prepare your heart for a major comeback ?
What if that painful situation was to move you out of being stuck in stagnation?
What if failure happened to be the perfect preparation for a future you just couldn't see ?
What if that dreadful storm is a mercy in disguise to make you reform ?
Why do life’s most powerful lessons often emerge from the hardships we face?
Are we seeds in the dark learning how to embrace the trails and the storms as a sacred space ?
Because failure is not a loss—it’s a gain. You fall, you grow, you rise again.
Just like the flowers that need the rain.
Metamorphosis
Throw dirt on me I’ll grow like a flower
Alone I am weak but in God I have power
Like a caterpillar becomes a butterfly
I’ll spread my wings and learn to fly
No longer bound I reach the sky
Through storms and shadows I still stand tall
Each tear a lesson I rise from the fall
The days of darkness might be painful and long
But when I fall down God is still strong
God’s timing is never wrong
With every sunrise there’s new strength I find
My heart renewed my soul refined
No longer afraid of what’s unknown
In God’s love I’ve truly grown
Lost
Shadows cling like chains of rust
Beneath the surface of broken trust
The scars run deep and the night is long
Lost in darkness I don't belong
I crawl through ashes cold and bare
With every breath a silent prayer
The weight of pain a crushing storm
Yet in this dark I am reborn
With no hope that wounds will heal
Just fading love I barely feel
Still, I rise though worn and torn
A rising bloom from soil that’s scorned
Burning Blue
I tried to forgive and forget
But my heart It still carries regret
My pain It hasn't faded yet
It lives in ruins of my trust
Where hope has died and turned to dust
My wounds they still bleed beneath my skin
From all the damage you dragged in
For every lie, every silence, every sin
Wrapped in apologies
That sounded more like excuses
I'm tired of the lies I force in my mouth
Just to keep the peace
Tired of calling betrayal “a mistake”
To stop our bridge from going up in flames
I've forgiven you so many times
I’ve forgot what it feels like
To hold someone accountable
In this prison I’ve never felt more confined
Forgiveness became the knife in my spine
You buried the truth beneath every line
Every time I forgave it felt like
I was carving a piece of myself out
And handed it to someone
Who never deserved it
I am a sinner too and we all make mistakes
But still I would've never treated you this way
My forgiveness It didn't set me free rather it destroyed me
I got stuck in a dangerous cycle
Where every time you hurt me
You never truly felt any guilt
Because I’d always say “it’s okay”
But I'm done bleeding for people
Who keep handing me knives instead of love
No more shrinking to keep you whole
No more losing parts of my soul
I’m burning bridges built on pain
I’m cutting the ties that left a stain